The Cruel Truth About Me

Term has not started for my uni so at the moment their is not a lot going on that I can report. But there are three of my closest friends have all moved back and are now living together. For the sake of keeping these people anonymous for the time being I shall call them A, B and C. B and C used to live with another person, Person D and she turned out to be a psycho and got rid of her but that a story for another time. I digress, I shall tell you a little about myself and that current troubles I have been having with friend B.

I have never been the person that has had girlfriends, I have always had women in my life but always as good friends and not lovers. This lack of close intimacy with the opposite sex was never really a serious problem when I was younger. However I am now 21 and in my life I had a grand total of 3 months of relationship with one girl who I could only see once a week while I was eighteen, which never went as far as a sexual relationship. So the world of relationships and dealing with the feelings is still a new things for me.

So when I started to feel that I wanted to be more than just friends with B, I was very unsure how and what I should do. And as time went on these feelings have developed into more than what I think is just a passing crush that will be overtaken by the next girl to come along who I think "she all right" 

Tomorrow I will write some more, and tell you why this isn't just a simple situation from my point of view.

Thanks and see you guys soon